Today was not my best day of training. And to be honest, it is all my fault. There is no one to blame but myself. I haven't been working on my running or training as hard as I should, and the race is 30 DAYS away!
We had a team workout on the track today at South High School and I got really upset with myself. For some reason, I get some weird anxiety only when I run with the team. I am a slow runner so when they wizz past me, I get annoyed and I don't know why. It is stupid really, but sometimes they are rude and run up on me and make me feel awkward.
I bought new running shoes two weeks ago. They do feel great. I just need to run more and train harder. My schedule has just been so hectic that by the time I need to train, I am too tired or too busy.
No excuses. Today was a bad day and like the saying goes, if I fail to plan then I plan to fail. I guess today was just intimidating because I began to worry about the actual day of the event and I got nervous. I still don't have a road bike, I still need to fundraise more money and I got stressed out! That and thinking of my upcoming finals, papers, work, etc.. threw me off.
But again, it was one day, tomorrow will be a better day, and I will try harder. I have to keep in mind why I started this in the first place and kick into high gear. My lovely friends will be helping me improve my running and I think with them I can keep myself focused on my running.
It was just a bad day.
But tomorrow will be better.
I hope.
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